You took away all my light,
My happiness too.
And all the fears I have at night,
You made them all come true.
You trashed my still beating heart,
'till it was black and blue,
Like the starry skies I used to sit up,
And watch all night with you.
You made all my days turn grey again,
Just like the stormy clouds,
And eveything that I had,
Was taken when you left out.
Changes
This world
This place
This beautiful paradise
Lies right in front of me
Sapphire skies shine ever so warmly, ever so welcoming
Sparkling dew drops that jewel each and every single blade of grass
The colourful speckles from nature and its garden
Oh, its hypnotizing attraction lures me in, closer and closer, more and more
I cannot stop gazing at this beautiful scene, for my eyes will not dare budge from its position
I will not blink, for I do not want to miss even a milisecond of this beauty
I shall not move from this location, for other places are far from this eyeful of excellence
Such an exhilarating landscape full of gor
Hiding my depression behind a mask of happiness,
trying to be like everyone else by not showing my true nature.
Depression is who I am nothing can change that,
I'm not happy, I'm sad on the inside but people cannot see it.
I'm hiding my depression from a truly judgemental world,
They wouldn't understand my feelings at all.
This depression grows stronger with each angery moment,
Consuming my soul and making me hide more of myself.
I'm hiding my depression from all my family and freinds,
They wouldn't be able to fathom what they can't understand.
They see a cheery person when they look at my smile,
But stare into my cold eyes and you
Ever felt like you werent you?
Or that you only fit in cause people thought you were someone else?
Your hair, eyes, smile, laugh, and look matched them so well you were called by there name as if you had been forgotten.
So finally you give in and they call you a double of the person or just number 2.
Finally your so used to it that you give up on being you and just lock yourself away and toss the key.
You lie on the cold hard floor as the minutes turn to hours. Days to weeks. Months to Years. The entire time you are someone else. Someone elses existence. You cant break free from the chains that hold you where you are. Barely